New Beginnings

Well hello blog world!

I knocked down two to-do's today. I started a blog and I am going to fulfill my new year's resolution of starting a diary-type thing.

Son on Sunday I am going back to school after my winter break. Winter break was honestly something I truly needed. I felt a little lost as school. Of course I was doing my school work and my activities, but I felt like something was wrong. I think I just missed my family and living in an environment in which people truly love me. It has been a rough semester and it was just physically and mentally exhausting for nothing. It is not what you think...trust me.  However, because of these developments, I focused more on my school work and found my way to CSA. That community of people have actual morals and just awesome people and I felt at home. I went on a retreat and found my strength in God again to deal with the battles I have been faced.It made living at school a lot easier. I just can't help worrying about people but I guess I have to be done.

Exams were stressful, but getting the grades back were completely worth it. When I drove home on DEc. 23, my mom greeted me with a huge hug. I actually started to cry. What I went through is not what good people go through and it was nice to be relaxed and feel safe. I walk in my room and see a hallmark record-a-story book, a CHristmas chocolate bar, and a Starbucks hot cocoa kit. My mom truly made me feel at home.

Hanging out with friends,snowstorms,Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Year's Eve were all surrounding with people I love and care about most. I feel rejuvenated and happy. I am ready to go back to school and work even harder that I normally do. I plan to join another organization and just truly be happy. I won't let anyone stop me. I am blessed to have friends and I am super blessed to have my family. I love them so much. Especially my mom. She is always there for me and I could never imagine having anyone else as a mother. God blessed me.

Out of everything I have been through, I learned to just be classy and never let them see you sweat. Do not go to levels lower than the one you are on. Be a lady. Stay calm and Be Classy <3