Nausea

Did you ever get that feeling of being sick to your stomach when you see something? Well call this high school, but my roommates all just became sisters on facebook....and I thought the girl who lives in my room was my best friend. Oh well. Guess I will have more time to focus on school and my activities. I am not jealous, but since the problems I have been dealing with, I just feel like a stranger in my own apartment and I will be with the girl that wanted to have me leave all day. Thank god I will hardly be at the apartment. I think I may join another club or just become more activity in the ones I am in, since I am taking 6 classes. I am sorry if I sound really cryptic, but I just get upset sometimes since I am the type of person who would do anything for anyone....and then I get "pushed over" because they take advantage and never do stuff for me. Like it is uneven.  Idk...maybe I am late night rambling...but it just hurts. On to new and bigger and better things. Night world <3